12.01.2006

Honourarium.

It's December 1st, time for a lifter.

I like it when people tell you right to your face how they feel. It’s right upfront, it’s right personal, and it’s right irrefutable. I like the kind of feeling you get if your hand goes numb from the cold, but you’re in a comfortable place. I like rain. I like holding someone. I like the ability people have to refrain from saying the wrong thing at the right time. I like the fight. I like to breathe in fresh, fresh air. I like the relief a sombre crying can sometimes give you, if you’ve had a bad day. I like when you look someone in the eyes and they understand you, through and through. I like the music you hear when it fits your mood. I like a surprise from someone you care about. I like spontaneity. I like stability, but I also like change. I like recluse. I like drugs. I like alcohol. I like the ability to control my own destiny. I like my unbelief in destiny. I like being laid back. I like my direction. I like my plans or lack thereof. I like floating. I like a slow pace. I like a screaming party. I like pushing back. I like making up. I like making out. I like girls. I like women. I like my false sense of maturity.I like sad, yet uplifting music. I like tunnels that echo. I like paint. I like underground. I like holding your arms open and people coming to fill them. I like lack of words, at certain times. I like the feeling of sobbing, but not all the time. I like wood stoves with wood fired. I like the shadows that dance on the walls in complete silence. I like stretching out. I like wrapping myself in blankets. I like turning over and being right next to someone important to you. I like a guy with open arms. I like a girl with open arms. I like when someone calls me their friend. I like when people laugh. I like when people grin. I like when people put their head on my shoulder. I like when there’s someone in my lap, head back looking up at me. I like to be held. I like when I don’t have to be the strong guy holding the girl. Sometimes guys need to be held too. I like sleeping next to a warm body. I like a strong spoon. I like evolution. I like improvement. I like clarity. I like abruptness. I like a clearly defined beginning, middle and end. I like finishing. I like moving outward, as opposed to forward, because outward is broader. I like options. I like smiling. I like being smiled at back.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I admire you. I truly do.

Anonymous said...

You're amazing.
Don't ever change.
Smiles and hugs for you.

Trish said...

nice! did you read mine before this or are we just psychic?

jordanibanez said...

I did indeed see it on yours. Although that does not neccesarily mean that I am *not* psychic.